10th class mein main bahot zyada bimaar ho gaya tha!

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Hello doston,

10th class ko bahot hi zyada important bataya jata hai, kyunki us class mein board exams hote hain, and uska certificate, kehte the, ki aage bahot zyada kaam aata hai.

Thoda bahot kaam to ata hai, but bahot zyada to nahi.

10th mein mera vichaar tha ki starting se hi badhia se padhunga, lekin june mein mujhe jaundice ho gaya, aur mere health bahot hi kharab ho gayi.

Meri body se energy khatam ho gayi, aur meri memory bhi thodi weak ho gayi thi.

Uske bad september mein mujhe dengue ho gaya tha. Wo bhi kaafi zyada difficult phase tha, mujhe 104 degree fever hua tha, aur body kaafi weak ho gayi thi.

Studies chhoot gayi thi kaafi and thoda sad bhi rehne laga tha kyunki exams miss ho rhe the and marks bhi nahi aa rhe the.

Phir thoda theek hua to December mein mujhe chicken pox ho gaya.

Mere parents shayad theek se meri health ka dhyaan nahi rakh rahe the. Unhone mujhe chicken pox bina theek hue hi school bhej diya aur mere ek friend ko bhi chicken pox ho gaya.

Ye bilkul bhi sahi tareeka nahi tha, aur mere parents bahot zyada irresponsible lage mujhe is situation mein.

Board exams ke liye, white coloured shirt leni thi, lekin main kaafi mota tha to ready made nahi mil rahi thi.

Main apne father ke sath tailor ki dukaan par gaya shirt silwane ke liye, aur wahan galti se mujhe se suit niche gir gaya.

Tailor ne mujhe bola ki weight kam kar lo, varna ye to apni dukaan hai, kisi aur ki din dukaan mein same cheez hoti to wo aapse dry cleaning ke paise maang leta.

Mere father ko ye baat bezatti ki tarah feel hui aur unhone mujhe ghar aake bahot zyada daanta mere weight ko lekar.

Mere liye wo experience bahot zyada hi traumatic tha. Main kaafi roya bhi. Par mere father rakshas jaise hain, unhe kisi ke rone ya marne se koi farak nahi padta.

Mujhe apne father se us din ke baad se nafrat ho gayi and 2-3 months maine unse koi baat nahi kari.

Phir mere board ke exams aye, maine jitna try ho skta tha, utna study kia, lekin sirf 78.4% hi score kar paya.

Kyunki mere marks expected se kam aye to usse mere khud ka confidence kaafi impact ho gaya.

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